What if boundary crossers are angels sent to help you strengthen your boundary setting muscles?

Take A Front Row Seat To Your Walls Caving In

The barrage of messages waiting me when I returned from the pharmacy with antibiotics for strep, accompanied by double ear and sinus infections, made me want to cry.
“It seems like the world needs more from me when I am sick! Not just wanting more but pushing and pressuring, crossing my boundaries even.” I closed my eyes to the asks and fell quickly to sleep.
Later, I climbed into my favorite chair with hot soup and a warm blanket to peer through the beautiful floor to ceiling windows overlooking a mountain landscape draped in snow. My wise sage self took advantage of my quieting heart, asking, “So, why would everyone be pushing your boundaries now when you need rest the most?” This part of me has been in my heart for every laughter and every tear, and while she is kind, gentle, and oh, so loving, her words often challenge my thoughts and actions.
I nodded at her ask and whispered my answer aloud, as if to the pines, “I ask my clients that if this is happening FOR THEM instead of TO THEM, what are the possibilities in this?”
In that moment that I heard my own words to my ears, my perspective changed and I could see as many possibilities as there are stars in the night sky.
The possibilities to rest, relax, and meet only the needs of my body as it begged for attention by way of fever, sore throat, and exhaustion. 
The possibilities to say NO because it was right for me.
The possibilities to strengthen my boundaries when pressured, or walk away even.
The possibilities to say YES to sleep, conversations with good friends, home cooked food, and watching old movies because I said NO.
The possibilities to re-define some of my relationships and efforts.
What if boundary pushers are angels sent to help us to strengthen our boundary setting muscles?
What if our bodies conjure illness to, at last, get attention?
When it feels like the walls are caving in, consider taking a front row seat to enjoy the collapse. You will notice, then, that the sky has become your infinite ceiling, and from the rubble, you are free to choose the things you want to keep, onboard the lessons you need to learn, and let go of the rest.
Letting go makes way for pulling closer the things you want more of.
What if the things that you believe are happening to you are actually happening for you?
Do you feel like you’re in the perfect storm like I did today? Maybe the perfect storm is exactly on time.

Season of Change Package

Let’s imagine for a moment that your mother fell off a horse as a child and she never got back on. During your lifetime, she never took you horseback riding because she was no longer comfortable around horses. They weren’t in your periphery, or so you thought, and you weren’t passionate to meet any, so it wasn’t a difficulty for you.

In this imagined example, you are in your mid-30’s when you fall madly and passionately in love with a man that owns a ranch. He is everything you hoped to have in love, but every time you visit him there, you feel uncomfortable. You have thirty something years of feeling your mother’s anxiety in your nervous system that you experienced whenever images or words relating to horses arose. Despite a yearning to be with your love in all ways possible, there are parts of the ranch that you don’t visit because your anxiety heightens there. Your world becomes separated from much of his world and what he loves.

Despite feeling freedom in love, your world in which you are comfortable is suddenly smaller.

Not understanding this anxiety because you have never been around or ridden horses, you assume it’s something about him and you begin to nitpick fights with him.

When you do this, you remind him of his critical mother, and he shuts down and pulls away just as he did from his mother as teenager. His responses are immature for this reason and you begin to ask yourself, “How could I have been so wrong about him?”

Your dreams of love begin to slip away.

The anxiety that you feel about all things ‘horse’ is an inheritance.

Your intuitive guides are educated and/or experienced in psychology, but even more so, they were drawn together to Sana Dea by their spiritual inheritances — by their intuition to expose these experiences that limit who you are and how you exist in the world.

In this example, unearthing the anxiety caused by horses and verbally sharing that with you won’t likely change anything. Your anxiety will not likely be remedied by words alone. Anxiety is an experience of the body that is being communicated to you, “I don’t feel safe. I am uncomfortable.”  To remedy that communication, the body needs an experience of feeling safe and comfortable.

In this example, we would have to help you to experience the act of engaging with horses in a positive way, first from a distance, then nearer and nearer. As each step progresses, your nervous system begins to feel more comfortable with horses and your anxiety becomes less. The fighting subsides and horses becomes a point of connection and shared experiences. Your enthusiasm for horses becomes greater and you begin to manifest the relationship with horses you never knew you wanted — but one that connects you passionately to the man that you love.

You reclaim the parts of your fullest self that have been limited by that which you inherited from your mother.

Imagine this package might make that possible. One time a week you meet with your intuitive guide to unearth and expose the cages that you keep you stuck through breath, visualizations, meaning making, inner child and parts dialoguing, and body experience exploration. In these sessions, your guide will use imagery and breath to release the old experiences and implant new experiences of horses. Your guide will then communicate these blocks to Johanna, our movement guide. Johanna will engage her own intuition to engage you in breath, yoga poses, movement, verbalization, and imagery to give your body new experiences of horses. Because emotions such an anxiety are energies — negative energies, Johanna will also provide 30 minutes of distance reiki to re-energize the movement and release of old, trapped, negative emotions and other negative energies your body has been storing. Shamanic journey and hypnosis induce a more creative, relaxed state of consciousness by which you can create new stories of your life and ask for help from powers greater than yourself including ancestors, any Higher Powers, spirit animals, loved ones, and your higher self.

1 4-Week SEASON OF CHANGE package includes:

1 50-minute intake session with intuitive guide

1 50-minute guiding session per week including inner child and parts exploration, breathwork, somatic exploration, meaning making, and visualization,

1 30-minute yoga/movement for blockages session per week

1 30-minute distance reiki session per week

1 90-minute hypnosis session

1 90-minute Shamanic Journey

1 pair of foot jewelry, designed and created with precious or semi-precious stones by your coaches, specifically for you and the transformation you want to make

Don’t be limited by your inheritances!

 Don’t just transcend your experiences or those of your ancesters!